Dying during an out of body experience.

Dying in an OBE. hi everyone, I hope you all are doing well. I wanted to share something that happened to me early this morning. First off I got to sleep late in the morning around 6:30 am after my boyfriend had left for work. I turned on the light/lamp and fell asleep hearing conversations around me and I had the ac on and it woke me up and I kept hearing voices so I got up and shut the ac off because I think the fan was creating some weird sounds. I then fell back to sleep, I did not check the time but it was most likely around 6:50 because that is when I heard my boyfriend text me and he does it every single day at the same time when he gets to work to let me know he made it. So I drift back to sleep and before I knew it I was someplace else and when I say someplace else I mean that I knew my body was asleep and my inner awareness was fully there. I found myself “inner consciousness” surrounded by nothing.In fact it was darkness and all I did was feel my way through it. I began to feel myself fall and this falling feeling made me think of my physical body. I kept falling till I couldn’t feel or see anything and for some reason I thought I was dead. This is extremely hard to explain but my mind and body were not aligning. I became afraid and tried to come back to my physical body and I could not. I focused on my inner me and a mirror appeared in front of me and I could see myself clear as day and the sinking feeling/thoughts of me dying kicked in again and something/one rubbed my back as if to wake me up. So I tried to wake up but I wasn’t coming back to my physical body fast enough so I began to get afraid and during the entire thing my inner self was telling me that I was still alive In fact I kept hearing those words. I mean the depth that I got to explore today was just amazing and I finally “shook” my body awake, it didn’t work the first time, my eyes and body were very heavy but I kept trying and finally I came to. I was so relieved I was still alive but at the same time very happy my inner self was always there. This is copyrighted by Ronni’s tarot and insights.

The Zodiac signs get robbed at bingo

As senior citizens the zodiacs love to play bingo every chance they get. The local VFW hall is holding one every friday and offering free tapioca pudding with coffee and the bingo pot is going for $476.oo dollars. Everyone is excited to meet and greet and win some money, as everyone takes their seats after indulging in the pudding and coffee they are ready to win!

As Aries stands up at the table and addresses everyone that the bingo will begin in a few moments he feel’s ready to be the center of attention. As he reads off  the numbers and letters he smiles inside thinking if no one wins this pot it is all his. (since he owns the VFW).

Everything seems to being going great, everyone is immersed in their flimsy cards and overloaded cheap perfume and cologne when all of a sudden three middle aged men with steak knives in hand run up to the Aries who is still reading off numbers , pointing their steak knives directly towards him demanding the pot of money.

This is the Zodiac’s and their reaction.

Aries-(standing there shaking) He is secretly hoping someone will save his ass and the pot of money.

Taurus- scoops up another bowl of tapioca pudding and grabs another cup of coffee preparing for a long night.

Gemini- The Alzheimer’s kicks in ”  Oh, I didn’t realize we would be having steak here for dinner, I would have never ate all that tapioca pudding,. by the way I ‘m almost winning , all I need is a B13″!

Cancer-  Throws a fit while sobbing “now how am I going to win”? while throwing the rest of their tapioca pudding at the men.

Leo- ” I can’t believe I cleaned my dentures for this, I could have easily went to my doctor’s office to see all the nurses with my shiny teeth”.

Virgo-  Walks up to the men and hands them anger management brochures and points and says” stay outa trouble now”!

Libra-  crawls under the table while still holding the bingo card, mean while trying to look up Miss Gemini’s dress.

Scorpio-   Looks over at Taurus and grins , than runs up (with his cane) to the men and grabs one and smashes his head into the pot breaking it all over the place and grabbing  a mere 30 bucks and hobbling  out the door while laughing.

Sagittarius -Stands up and shouts ” You punk kids will never get away with this!” I have a grandson in the marines”!  He rolls his wheelchair up to the men and  accidently wipes out on a spill of tapioca pudding.

Capricorn-  Offers to negotiate the robbery for double the pot amount and a two week supply of swanson pot pies”.

Aquarius-  says ” Holy shit I won I won I won the Michigan lottery for 1.5 million dollars”!!!! I’m going to Canada! Anyone wanna join me?

Pisces- Thinks “this must be my lucky day,  thank god I just kept my mouth shut”.

 

Aquarius saved the day by winning the Michigan lottery and everyone came with him including the men who tried to rob them.

Meanwhile back at the VFW, Taurus realizes they are all  alone and says , ” damn that’s some good tapioca pudding!”

 

 

Your more than just a dream

 

Hi everyone, Holy shit….So I just had a very cool experience!!!
This experience is all about the senses and not using eyesight or in the traditonal physical way that is.
I decided to take a nap and my boyfriend decided to join me. After a few minutes I drifted off to sleep and moments later my awareness was awake and thriving, I was fully aware my body was asleep. I decided to just relax and see what happens without fear. I closed my eyes(internally) if that makes sense and I just tried to feel more around me. I felt a sense of calm and the air around me began to change into a liquid form. Before I knew it I felt the warmth of “thick” water all around my”body”. I opened my internal eyes and could see a light shine on the water that bathed me. I began to move my arms and legs in the same way as one makes snow angels. The more I did this the more the water became thinner and thinner, almost as if I was breaking up the very mass around me, It felt very soothing to me just like a warm bath would. Than I started to feel uneasy I could sense things around and I fear started to take over so I “shook” my body awake, I had a hard time waking myself up at first than my boyfriend moved over and that woke me up for a few moments anyway.
I was not fully awake long enough so I drifted back right to sleep, this time something so truly amazing happened and I’m not joking.
Again I found my awareness sharply acute and aware my body was asleep and my mind was fully alert of everything around me, even my boyfriend sleeping next to me. I thought of my acoustic guitar and internally I watched myself pick it up. Its rather hard to explain, almost as if I never went anywhere at all, I just acquired my guitar from where my physical body was in bed. I kept my eyes closed internally and began to play my guitar, I first strummed the low D chord with my finger tips (which I dont normally use a pic anyways) The sound was a deep humming vibration that seemed to emanate from within me, but it kept going almost as if I had a ton of sound effects added to it, reverb, chorus, delay etc. I got really excited and I felt very safe almost as if my guitar was my protection. I started to just jam on my guitar playing more notes and combining chords, the more I played the more the vibration just engulfed my entire being! It sounded amazing as if a full band was playing right next to my ear. I opened my internal eyes just slightly to see my fingers play the strings, bouncing around sound and the very intense echo that bounced through out of me as the sound got louder and louder so did the vibrations, this is something I have been waiting for all these years being able to do this split of awareness, I was completely in AWE and I felt more alive and powerful than ever.The music was ME it felt like HOME , it was the most amazing feeling, I can’t even began to explain but I’m attempting. 
I was fearless.
I decided to fly…
I took my guitar and turned the neck upright and we both starting flying , first through the ceiling than way beyond that, I kept my internal eyes closed the entire time, I was moving so fast upward it was a bit scary, I could feel the inside of me rush with excitement and fear. It was the most free I have ever felt in my entire life, I knew I had complete control though and as I was shooting upwards so fast and high it began to be too much for me to handle so with my eyes still closed, I yelled “Not so fast, slow down”, Instantly I was at a hault stopped in midair, my guitar still around my soulder,  I knew I was someplace else in the universe, I started to open my eyes and than my boyfriend moved and made a sound…BAM,  I WAS BACK IN REALITY.. but it doesn’t end here, nope, check this out, lol…
My boyfriend was awake and I leaned over to him and said OH MY GOD SOMETHING AMAZING JUST HAPPENED! He looked at me for a minute and said ” You were vibrating”. I said holy shit how did you know?! He said he could just sense it, he thought he was imagining it. He said he wasn’t sure but he felt it and it was like a subtle hum…at this point I was even more thrilled and told him about what just happened to me. He said WOW!,  He is so into what had happened and wants to learn more about it hes watching a show about it and the paralyzed state and beyond heehee.

I can honestly say this experience again backs up my ideas and theories of the mind is everywhere at once, also that your mind is in fact expanding awareness almost like a sponge..you think your leaving the body or going somewhere but the reality is your already there in a sense. This is exactly why Im writing a book on this subject and I hope that this experience will ignite inspiration in all of you, because all of us are capable of this.

You are more than just a dream.

Florence & The Machine- Leave my body

Zodiac signs at band practice

Aries- ” Listen up, since the band will amount to nothing without me I call all the shots!” Taurus- “Well since I have a wonderful voice I should be the lead singer or at the very…

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Zodiac signs at band practice

Aries- ” Listen up, since the band will amount to nothing without me I call all the shots!”

Taurus- “Well since I have a wonderful voice I should be the lead singer or at the very least a back up singer.”

Gemini- ” I guarantee my mixed up tape is going to sound better!”

Cancer-  “I’m not playing any instruments if Aries is gonna be so mean…”

Leo- “I am the best looking out of all of you, therefore I should be the front man at all times.”

Virgo-” Since I’m the most organized I should be the band manager.”

Libra- ” Guy’s we are getting nowhere, how bout I sing and Aries writes all the songs.”

Scorpio- “Can’t we just make a porno instead or I know lets pretend we are a band and than have an orgy onstage.”

Sagitarious- “I vouch for a porno!”

Capricorn- “No, no, no, you guys suck too bad at both, I vouch for us to get real jobs.”

Aquarius- “Can I be the guy who plays a washboard, or better yet a kazoo!!!”

Pisces- “I think you all will do just fine without me, unless you make it huge count me in!”

Code of Ethics – What to expect from a tarot reading

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Meeting my mom in the ” afterlife”

I’d like to talk about something I came to realize on my many journeys. Over the years I realized that a part of the dreaming process and it’s  state’s rely mostly on our subconscious, and the subconscious is that which operates as functional(behind the scenes) mean while our waking/ consciousness  stays operable to receive our “aware” daily awareness. In other words we literally pick up multiple subconscious notions on a daily basis without even realizing it, you have to remember we operate a mere percentage of our conscious waking minds.

Basically what it comes down to is your brain acts as a receiver , still the same as in waking life, but  your brain is always receiving information through out the day, whether your awareness is there or not.

With the above in mind I’d like to take you through a story where it seemed both my subconscious and consciousness seemed  to be only in one place,…. my body, the rest was someplace else..someplace I felt as home.

I am used to taking naps and when I do this I am often aware of my intentions, as if I were to induce an out of body experience, However sometimes I just need rest and the strange thing is that it almost ends up to be a preprogrammed thing, where I  will always meet myself somewhere somehow through this process.

I was laying in my bed half asleep or so I thought, I woke up to being  literally aware my body was asleep, but the odd thing was I was not in my body, I was standing on the front  porch of the house I grew up in.

All through out my life I would always go visit my old home while in these states, even after all of us moved away from it. I honestly think the heart will always bring ya back to where you felt a place was truly home.

I was standing on the front porch it was dark out, but for some reason when I know my body is away sleeping, I see a very pretty hazy yellow glow above me, almost as if the street lights are emanating the light but they are not. It’s hard to explain, but it shines from someplace I can’t see where the light end’s or begins.

I’m standing there and I look up to see where the hell this glow is coming from than I see the most amazing picture of the universe in the nights sky above the entire scene. I just thought to myself ” what the hell”?  It was moving in a circle form and I was just standing there in awe. I noticed it was moving in a figure eight form. I just could not believe the beauty of it. I was mesmerized by it all.

As I was standing there in awe, I got a feeling someone was close by. Then before my eyes was my mother…, she came around the corner and surprised me. I was in shock! She had an army of dogs with her, I mean every kind of dog you could think of she had with her. My mom was a dog trainer and lover and knew everything there was to know about dogs..and horses, but she was  with pup’s of all kinds.

I was in shock and said ‘Mom, what are you doing here”? she starting coming up the steps and said “Ronni what are you doing with your life”? At that moment I realized I was interacting with the other side. I had a feeling I was already but this seemed to prove it for me.  I then looked at my life almost through a gaze, it all came about. I could see myself struggling with myself and alone, I was completely alone and I thought maybe this has to do with another possible part of me I need to work on. I just didn’t get it then, because I was fully aware and I let my subconscious mind take over, telling me its all just images from my imagination…I woke up in my bed and realized it wasn’t just a dream or obe…I met my mom in the afterlife.,

I knew it was her because her energy and I’ve been working with dreams and OBE’s so long that, I recognize some things and that was my mother. I  got lost for about four years where I lost myself, but that is when I had this experience, I know now that it was her.

 

Soulmates? What are they exactly?

I just want to talk a bit about soul mates and what they are in this lifetime. I think we all go through relationships and are looking for a person to be there always in our lives and after death as well.. Well look no further that person or persons are usually right under your nose.  I think we all had visions and ideas of a perfect person just the same as we really want them to be, but in reality it doesn’t work that way, at least so” they” say.

What is a soul mate? Well no one really knows exactly so we just take the dictionary form and use that since it suits best here.

“A person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner”.  But does this seem correct? I think it does and it doesn’t.

Since no one really knows exactly what a soul mate is , how bout we start off with some simple observations or questions rather.

First off lets start with the obvious who has been there all your life and will always be there for you no matter what hardship you are facing? Your parents right? Well yes they are some, but what if your parents aren’t so much there for you? Well I think they are still “soul mates” because you both are learning from the situation, whether you chose to do something else from that experience is up to you. But initially it all comes down to who we are and our own personal evolution and choices.

I think from my observations and experience in life, we have many soul mates..in fact as many as we wish or need. I’d like to bring up something funny that my twin sister still makes fun of me about.
Over the years I had a few relationships and also had said my partners were my soulmates. Since I’ve grown older I realize not all of them were soulmates, maybe a couple. Haha.

Basically I believe those that are/ have major roles in our lives have the possibility to be a soulmate because like I said, both are learning from each other and not in a short term basis or a temporary way.

These people usually are born into our lives or we are born into theirs. What I mean by this is that most of the time I have found our own siblings to be “a”soulmate. I think its interesting to note that my twin sister has been a challenge as well as a prize through out my life. Also she is in most if not 99.9% of my dreams. I truly believe she is a soulmate of mine.

But let’s get back to what they really are. At a point in my life I thought everyone that entered my life were soulmates. Obviously this isn’t reasonable or rational, but is it? I mean its safe to say everyone that entered my life worthy of any kind of value as a person always has something to show or teach me as well as I  was for them. This is the true soul mate rather than some person you meet on the street that in only in your life a mere year or two.., Don’t get me wrong these people have their place in our lives as well but not as soul mates sorry.

So, lets go back to where we started with the original question. What is a soul mate?  Well I think we all need to find that out for our selves and our own unique journeys in this lifetime. I’m just giving my personal perspective here that basically they are the people who dive into your life with you and learn as you do, almost on the same level, this is why  some people seem to be only  are apart of our lives but always come back. I think its because their mission is not finished without us. I say mission because we all are on many here but some are more easily done in groups. This brings me to my point of it all, and takes this to the next thought in mind.

I know it may not be easy to grasp an after life let alone this life. I understand how people get lost easily because there is no real proof of one or the other here.  But what one considers truth and validation  is very loosely given and received as “proof”.

I’m just gonna give ya my logic of it all and hopefully it makes sense to ya’ll. but if not its cool too.

What I have gathered over the years is that soul mates are in fact the very people who surround you the first time you got to see this life and than some. They are the people who see you as you are as they did as day 1 and can help you  on your journey,  not all of us get so lucky though because most of our soul mates struggle on their own paths. However if you were meant to help them than you were, but remember you can’t save NO ONE, this life is still your own personal journey here and  those that you love or they love you is a bonus here.

A soul mate will be with you in this life till the next, no exceptions , no questions. They are the ones you will least expect to be a soul mate.

 

The Garden

By a house a man walked, It stood empty, so the garden he than  stalked – Ronni Windhorst

This poem is taken from some of my very first writings and published work years ago. I hope you all enjoy and understand what I’m portraying here and mostly use your imagination and see what is in the garden. 🙂 please feel free to elaborate on what you find in the garden.