Hi everyone, Holy shit….So I just had a very cool experience!!!
This experience is all about the senses and not using eyesight or in the traditonal physical way that is.
I decided to take a nap and my boyfriend decided to join me. After a few minutes I drifted off to sleep and moments later my awareness was awake and thriving, I was fully aware my body was asleep. I decided to just relax and see what happens without fear. I closed my eyes(internally) if that makes sense and I just tried to feel more around me. I felt a sense of calm and the air around me began to change into a liquid form. Before I knew it I felt the warmth of “thick” water all around my”body”. I opened my internal eyes and could see a light shine on the water that bathed me. I began to move my arms and legs in the same way as one makes snow angels. The more I did this the more the water became thinner and thinner, almost as if I was breaking up the very mass around me, It felt very soothing to me just like a warm bath would. Than I started to feel uneasy I could sense things around and I fear started to take over so I “shook” my body awake, I had a hard time waking myself up at first than my boyfriend moved over and that woke me up for a few moments anyway.
I was not fully awake long enough so I drifted back right to sleep, this time something so truly amazing happened and I’m not joking.
Again I found my awareness sharply acute and aware my body was asleep and my mind was fully alert of everything around me, even my boyfriend sleeping next to me. I thought of my acoustic guitar and internally I watched myself pick it up. Its rather hard to explain, almost as if I never went anywhere at all, I just acquired my guitar from where my physical body was in bed. I kept my eyes closed internally and began to play my guitar, I first strummed the low D chord with my finger tips (which I dont normally use a pic anyways) The sound was a deep humming vibration that seemed to emanate from within me, but it kept going almost as if I had a ton of sound effects added to it, reverb, chorus, delay etc. I got really excited and I felt very safe almost as if my guitar was my protection. I started to just jam on my guitar playing more notes and combining chords, the more I played the more the vibration just engulfed my entire being! It sounded amazing as if a full band was playing right next to my ear. I opened my internal eyes just slightly to see my fingers play the strings, bouncing around sound and the very intense echo that bounced through out of me as the sound got louder and louder so did the vibrations, this is something I have been waiting for all these years being able to do this split of awareness, I was completely in AWE and I felt more alive and powerful than ever.The music was ME it felt like HOME , it was the most amazing feeling, I can’t even began to explain but I’m attempting.
I was fearless.
I decided to fly…
I took my guitar and turned the neck upright and we both starting flying , first through the ceiling than way beyond that, I kept my internal eyes closed the entire time, I was moving so fast upward it was a bit scary, I could feel the inside of me rush with excitement and fear. It was the most free I have ever felt in my entire life, I knew I had complete control though and as I was shooting upwards so fast and high it began to be too much for me to handle so with my eyes still closed, I yelled “Not so fast, slow down”, Instantly I was at a hault stopped in midair, my guitar still around my soulder, I knew I was someplace else in the universe, I started to open my eyes and than my boyfriend moved and made a sound…BAM, I WAS BACK IN REALITY.. but it doesn’t end here, nope, check this out, lol…
My boyfriend was awake and I leaned over to him and said OH MY GOD SOMETHING AMAZING JUST HAPPENED! He looked at me for a minute and said ” You were vibrating”. I said holy shit how did you know?! He said he could just sense it, he thought he was imagining it. He said he wasn’t sure but he felt it and it was like a subtle hum…at this point I was even more thrilled and told him about what just happened to me. He said WOW!, He is so into what had happened and wants to learn more about it hes watching a show about it and the paralyzed state and beyond heehee.
I can honestly say this experience again backs up my ideas and theories of the mind is everywhere at once, also that your mind is in fact expanding awareness almost like a sponge..you think your leaving the body or going somewhere but the reality is your already there in a sense. This is exactly why Im writing a book on this subject and I hope that this experience will ignite inspiration in all of you, because all of us are capable of this.
You are more than just a dream.