How high can we get in our dreams?

There I was again in the old house I grew up in. Something was different this time… I felt oddly awake. I was in my old living room.  I noticed an old friend sitting next to me and of course my sister across the way was conversing with someone I didn’t recognize. Than it happened […]

Your more than just a dream


Hi everyone, Holy shit….So I just had a very cool experience!!!
This experience is all about the senses and not using eyesight or in the traditonal physical way that is.
I decided to take a nap and my boyfriend decided to join me. After a few minutes I drifted off to sleep and moments later my awareness was awake and thriving, I was fully aware my body was asleep. I decided to just relax and see what happens without fear. I closed my eyes(internally) if that makes sense and I just tried to feel more around me. I felt a sense of calm and the air around me began to change into a liquid form. Before I knew it I felt the warmth of “thick” water all around my”body”. I opened my internal eyes and could see a light shine on the water that bathed me. I began to move my arms and legs in the same way as one makes snow angels. The more I did this the more the water became thinner and thinner, almost as if I was breaking up the very mass around me, It felt very soothing to me just like a warm bath would. Than I started to feel uneasy I could sense things around and I fear started to take over so I “shook” my body awake, I had a hard time waking myself up at first than my boyfriend moved over and that woke me up for a few moments anyway.
I was not fully awake long enough so I drifted back right to sleep, this time something so truly amazing happened and I’m not joking.
Again I found my awareness sharply acute and aware my body was asleep and my mind was fully alert of everything around me, even my boyfriend sleeping next to me. I thought of my acoustic guitar and internally I watched myself pick it up. Its rather hard to explain, almost as if I never went anywhere at all, I just acquired my guitar from where my physical body was in bed. I kept my eyes closed internally and began to play my guitar, I first strummed the low D chord with my finger tips (which I dont normally use a pic anyways) The sound was a deep humming vibration that seemed to emanate from within me, but it kept going almost as if I had a ton of sound effects added to it, reverb, chorus, delay etc. I got really excited and I felt very safe almost as if my guitar was my protection. I started to just jam on my guitar playing more notes and combining chords, the more I played the more the vibration just engulfed my entire being! It sounded amazing as if a full band was playing right next to my ear. I opened my internal eyes just slightly to see my fingers play the strings, bouncing around sound and the very intense echo that bounced through out of me as the sound got louder and louder so did the vibrations, this is something I have been waiting for all these years being able to do this split of awareness, I was completely in AWE and I felt more alive and powerful than ever.The music was ME it felt like HOME , it was the most amazing feeling, I can’t even began to explain but I’m attempting. 
I was fearless.
I decided to fly…
I took my guitar and turned the neck upright and we both starting flying , first through the ceiling than way beyond that, I kept my internal eyes closed the entire time, I was moving so fast upward it was a bit scary, I could feel the inside of me rush with excitement and fear. It was the most free I have ever felt in my entire life, I knew I had complete control though and as I was shooting upwards so fast and high it began to be too much for me to handle so with my eyes still closed, I yelled “Not so fast, slow down”, Instantly I was at a hault stopped in midair, my guitar still around my soulder,  I knew I was someplace else in the universe, I started to open my eyes and than my boyfriend moved and made a sound…BAM,  I WAS BACK IN REALITY.. but it doesn’t end here, nope, check this out, lol…
My boyfriend was awake and I leaned over to him and said OH MY GOD SOMETHING AMAZING JUST HAPPENED! He looked at me for a minute and said ” You were vibrating”. I said holy shit how did you know?! He said he could just sense it, he thought he was imagining it. He said he wasn’t sure but he felt it and it was like a subtle hum…at this point I was even more thrilled and told him about what just happened to me. He said WOW!,  He is so into what had happened and wants to learn more about it hes watching a show about it and the paralyzed state and beyond heehee.

I can honestly say this experience again backs up my ideas and theories of the mind is everywhere at once, also that your mind is in fact expanding awareness almost like a think your leaving the body or going somewhere but the reality is your already there in a sense. This is exactly why Im writing a book on this subject and I hope that this experience will ignite inspiration in all of you, because all of us are capable of this.

You are more than just a dream.

Florence & The Machine- Leave my body

Exiting through a lucid dream

Lately I have been really experiencing the in between states of awake and asleep(hypnagogic state) also known as sleep paralysis  and turning them into out of body experiences. Today I had a very odd experience where I ended up exiting through a lucid dream.( leaving my body) I just remember dying in the dream and I couldn’t believe it, and this is a common thing with me because in a way its a test to see if I am dreaming or awake. The odd thing was that it was really convincing , however when I feel death in dreams I automatically go back to my body to try to “shake” it awake..This is where my awareness almost always shifts every time, however I couldn’t do this for some reason and just let the dreamscape play out. My twin sister was there of course as she is in most if not all my dreams of all kinds, she confirmed that I did in fact die, but somehow I just could not get back to my consciousness to shift it over and wake my body up, I decided to just accept the death and I walked through these doors to find a IMACULATE BEAUTFUL LANDSCAPE I could not believe the beauty I was seeing, the sky was lit up with all types of colors, mostly purple’s that seemed to touch the water that surround it in a way that it was very ALIVE. As I drooled over this amazing scene, I remembered I was so called “dead” and my body in this state felt very strange..and again I could not get back to my physical conscious mind. I wasn’t afraid for some reason, and started to walk down a sidewalk to see what was out there. A man in his late 40’s sat in a old yellow and white striped lounge chair(similar to one I own) As I approached him, he seemed as if he was waiting for me. At this point my awareness was extremely sharp. I was looking at the horizon and I said to him ” This is just gorgeous”! The man than said to me as he stood up to greet me “This is only the beginning of the beauty you will find here”. I looked at him and could see all his features perfectly, he was about as tall as myself 5.6 and had light short curly hair with grey eye’s peering at me through tiny circle glasses. I felt as if I met this man before. I than asked him ” Do I know you”? he seemed surprised and said ” No I don’t think so , I don’t meet many humans here”. This is where I became puzzled and looked really closely at him and thought to myself “what the hell, isn’t he a human”? He seemed to read my thoughts and just smiled and picked up his lounge chair and extended his hand to me to shake mine and as I shook his hand, I said to him ” I know I know you, and I feel we will meet again.” At that moment I couldn’t help but want to fly, so I started to rise into the sky’s beauty only to find myself waking up in my physical bed.

Personal notes-  First off I do not recall the beginning of this experience. I remember I was in some church like building and a few people were there, the one that always stands out for me is my twin sister. I am also unaware of how exactly I died. I just know that since I could not get to my sleeping body I assumed I was indeed dead. My twin sister said I was as well. I think my consciousness was a bit confused and but in these states for some reason I always seem to “know” what is really going on, this enabled me to let the dreamscape play out and let me discover a very unique experience. Once I accepted my death I walked out the front doors in order to see what was out there. As soon as I walked through them my awareness was all on that moment and I could feel my physical body in a slight sense but mostly I felt a sort of half and half, Half my body and the other half where I was. This is where I truly accepted the experience and opened my awareness even more. I still don’t know who this man was I had encountered, however I did feel he was strikingly familiar and I hope I can see him again.

The mystery of the green bird

Emmy Lou

Emmy Lou

Dreaming has always been a great part in my life. My dreams seemed to outline my waking reality with accuracy and consistency. My subconscious used symbolism and common themes that helped me build a connection through my dreams with my everyday life events. However, it wasn’t until I moved into a house in one of the oldest cities in Michigan, where my dreams became more than just a reoccurring theme such as I’m in a car but Im not driving it, instead I’m in the backseat panicking with fear because no one was driving the car. This theme still latches on to my dreaming mind to this day representing how much or little control over my life I have at the time the dream surfaces.
I had been dating my husband for a few months when he had asked me to move in with him. I accepted the offer and moved in shortly after. The house sat directly off a four way corner where three steps from our front door met the street. The house seemed normal yet old. It only took a short time to realize this house had more to it than what meets the eye.
I woke up one morning with the sun’s rays casting on me through the bedroom blinds. I had just had a very intense experience and wondered what just happened to me and what it meant. I found myself in dark narrow hallway with very little light. I was aware it was part of the house I was living in but it felt more as a old castle. As I traveled down the dark corridor I noticed many closed wooden doors along both sides. I decided to open one of them, with a bit of fear I stepped through. I was utterly shocked! To my astonisment I was surrounded by the brightest electric water that engulfed the entire landscape, with a matching brightly lit blue sky. I could only see pure bright blue all around me. At that moment I had a realization that I was indeed dreaming. I stood there for a few moments taking in this amazing beauty with it came a feeling of peace and power. I than felt a presence that I was not alone. Amazed by this wonderful feeling of two small weights on my shoulder’s. I looked to see a bright blue and while bird of some kind on my right shoulder and a bright green bigger bird on my left. I simply stroked both of them down their small backs. I was overwhelmed with joy and peace at that moment for I felt a true spiritual bliss with these two animals. I than awoke with the sun’s gaze gleaming over my face and a feeling that something good was about to happen to me.
A few weeks went by and I had yet to tell anyone of my dreaming experience. One day I was at work on my lunch break and decided to call my husband. He told me he had a surprise for me and I will have to wait until I get home to see what it could be. I had an image of a green bird flash infront of my mind’s eye when he said these words to me. However, I didn’t think it could be a bird by any means because we had just given my mom a parakeet ironically the same one that was in my dream. It was late when I arrived home with excitement that seemed to make my day at work drag on forever. I walked in to see my husband’s smiling face all lit up eager to show me his surprise. He led me downstairs to our mid floor, when I reached the last step there it was propped up on a table.
“oh my goodness”! I exclaimed to him while looking at a big green bird in large rustic gold cage. I didn’t know what to say, I was in complete shock that he’d buy another bird after we agreed on getting rid of the last one due to both of us being at work a lot.
“Do you like it”? my husband asked as I was still trying to take it all in. “I got a great deal on her”, she’s a conjure, isn’t she gorgeous”?
I moved closer to the cage to get a better look at her, she was very beautiful with her complete body being hunter green with her belly being a bright light green. I looked at her in her eye’s and she opened her beak a bit and tilted her head up to me as she spoke in her bird language. I began to laugh. I knew at that moment she was the bird that appeared on my shoulder in that magical dream.
“Yes I love her”! , ” I just can not beleive you bought another bird”! I said to my husband as we both were watching her with amazement. ” I think I will name her Emmy Lou  short for Emerald”. My husband smiled and gave me a hug and said “I’m happy you like your surprise”!
To this day I still have no clue what possessed my husband to buy Emmy, she was a surprise I will never forget. I had asked my husband what made him purchase her as a gift for me, he replied he was at the pet store buying fish and had seen Emmy and acted on impulse and bought her. This is something my husband would never normally do. Perhaps something more struck inside my husband that over ran his logic. Perhaps she was a animal guardian that was meant to find me. After Emmy came into our lives my psychic ability grew more and more everyday. I could sense things coming both good and bad and a day later these gut feeling events would hold place. As time went on more strange things occurred while living in that house that seemed to impact my dreams and my waking life. I am very grateful to have experienced such things as they opened up my dreaming awareness even more and enabled me to grow into a stronger peaceful person. After I had moved four years later, I decided to teach about dreams and the great mystery of them. I am convinced dreams help usin many ways, with warnings to go ahead proceed signs that aide us in our decisions. Just remember dreams can come true.

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The Magical Perfume – A dreaming lesson

Have you ever woken from a dream where you did not want to wake up from such a blissful experience and thought “My Gosh that was amazing”!  “I want to go back to sleep to enjoy this experience again”.  Or have you ever found yourself faced with some of the darkest most morbid dreams you just want it to end and wake up?

I awoke from a sweet and very decadent scent still empowering me. I have been waking up at approximately 6:30 am for a while now, with no reason really which is very odd for me. This morning came with a pass ” Okay I accept why I am up this damn early”! Than I began going over what just had happened to me.

I found myself surrounded by a beautiful victorian home. A woman sat behind a desk and asked me my name, She than said “oh everyone is waiting for you in the grand room straight to the back.”  Apparently I was there for some type of group meeting and had to make my way through this very surreal setting to the grand room, where everyone was meeting. I don’t know how I knew where to go, I just knew my purpose.

I couldn’t believe what my eyes were seeing. I have never seen such in rich in depth beauty with every detail smacking me in the face. I was in utter amazement. After realizing I was in a mansion far different than anything I could have imagined, I began heading to the grand room. As I was making my way through this massive piece of art,  I was slower than a turtle admiring each and every delicacy that loured to my eye.I no longer cared why I was there well I didn’t really know quite why I was there in the first place.

As I turtled my way through rather small rooms, yet filled with immense beauty, I found myself stopping in each room and just taking in such extravagancy,. Each room was filled with at least one fireplace that seemed to be handcrafted by a Victorian artisan. and I was surrounded by white walls and furniture that just seemed to hold so much depth with fabrics  of reds and yellows.


Everything  seemed to touch my eyes, and drip into all my senses. But it wasn’t until one room that it all changed.

I was walking my way to the grand room, I entered into the next room ready to admire and keep walking, when a very profound scent hit me. As soon as I entered this room I was struck by a very forceful fragrance. I said to myself ” oh my”, where did this scent come from”? The scent was never anything I have ever dreamed of smelling! Haha I was in a dream but usually my dreams of scent are not this pungent. It was a very layered scent, sweet yet with dark tones, I never smelled such a fragrant fragrance ever. Sure I have smelled incense before in my dreams but this was something very new.  It completely engulfed me! I searched around the room to find no one who might be wearing such a decadent fragrance. I than noticed once single perfume bottle perched up on a fireplace mantel with mirrors eluminating it from behind. I said to myself “hmm, I wonder”. I picked up the crystalized bottle with a very simple square cap and instead of finding a hiding place on my body for this magical aroma, I looked around me to see again that no one was near. I than proceeded to spray( just a tiny bit ) all over myself. I still could not believe the intensity of this scent! I decided to douse myself in a few more tiny sprays all over myself. I than placed the bottle back on its throne, which was not very easy to do but I felt oddly alive.

I was in just utter love, this perfume somehow made my focus much more aware and alert. It was as if feeling the layers of myself through this one fragrance. I realized I still had to go the grand room and again headed there smelling wonderfully, I couldn’t wait to meet and greet!

As I moved through the intricately laid out rooms I was in overly Awe!  I felt as if I was floating but I checked  by looking at my feet and I wasn’t. When I finally stepped into the grand room, it was very grand indeed! It was full of luxury lavished fabrics and ceilings as high as mountain peaks. The floors seemed to be made of pure shine instead of dark oak. As I looked around the room, I saw no one I knew, it was filled with all types of woman chattering, chattering so much they did not even notice that I was present. I let their pretentious voices drift away from my ears and decided to just find a comfortable seat to sit in, after all there were so many to choose from. I made my way through the chatter without hearing a sound and went directly to a bar that was handing out wine as if they had a thousand vineyards from Italy.I took a seat and was instantly handed a glass of wine and I tried to remain as unnoticeable as my scent would probably not allow me.

Moments later a woman walked up to me and looked at me with a very confused but half decided expression that I did not care for. I noticed other woman gathering around us and taking seats as if they were ready to watch a punching match out on the street. I remained calm and continued to try to dilute myself and the perfume with the fine wine. I still had no idea why I was here and frankly I couldn’t care less after experiencing such magic.

“Excuse me”. The woman appeared somewhat friendly so I decided to reply. “Hi”! I could feel myself gloating through my very gloating skin.

“Is that my perfume you are wearing”? she seemed rather irritated. “Well” I found myself replying when I just wanted to shove her away and tell her its MINE! “yes it is” I could feel my face, it was starting to glow with smiles  and I told it “no”! but it came out anyway and I said again to the woman with a very determined smirk. “Why,  yes it is, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have doused my entire body in it”! Oddly the woman didn’t say anything  and walked away but another woman sitting near us said ” Well I think the scent is not that great”, as if she was speaking for the owner of this delight. I than turned my head to her and asked ” How can anyone even come close to thinking such nonsense”??? I was dumbstruck and I’m sure my face said it all and the woman just snickered at me and turned her bar stool leaving only her back to speak too.

I too than turned my swivel chair and found myself realizing “ohhhhh”! It all makes sense now”! I was there to learn something very important. I still could not wipe off the happy grin from my face I was delved in  pure perfume essence. I woke up with a smile on my face, a lesson in my mind and that sweet smell I could not have ever thought up but I managed to dream up.

This dream shows many things, starting with the abundance and vividness. it is a symbol of how “rich” I can be within myself. It is very rare to have a sharp mind in dreams, because our minds get lost in what the subconscious has spent years working on for us, in other words details remain hidden in our dreams unless we make an effort to work through them. The subconscious is our best and worst friend because we operate on it on a daily basis without even knowing so, it is a sponge sorta speak that will soak up anything that is around us. It is the working mind behind the human brain. It captures everything we do not realize in waking hours. It is the very core within us that beckons us on when we don’t know how to, but we always move forth with the sense that “I am I, and I will be me to me”. To experience such scents in our dreams is a sign of a growing awareness, one that can “smell” things coming including the best of bull crap. It is a sign of growing but also forfeiting some of that knowledge we are not yet ready for. In my dream I was completely appeased by the beauty and awe of things, usually depicting that things are never what they seem  but this  was not shown here and the fragrance was and will always  will be something I can never quite put my senses on, except that once you began working with your dreams and subconscious the rest leads the way…

Difference between dreams and AP

First off those that said they are the same worlds are correct,in my opinion because in all actuality there is only one dimension with many many layers..these layers are what we are..multidimensional beings because our reality is based on our intent perception. I began ” leaving my body” at a very young age but through the years realized many astonishing things that are more simple than one would think. In my theory and journeys I’ve found that we are living in one big mass illusion, and time nor space does not exist, therefore we are simply multilayer beings focusing on one point in order to mold our reality now.When we dream,AP or ” leave the body” we are doing nothing more than shifting our awareness to another point..we really don’t go anywhere at all, we don’t have to because consciousness does not have any boundaries which means it is already at the point “place” we turn our perception to before we focus on it. I’m working on a book that I’m excited about , based on this subject. If anyone is interested in learning dreams and AP feel free to link me and check out my website..lots of free very good information as well as different insights:)

Dreams-The language of the soul

I would suggest that wanting to learn from your dreams and makeing that clear to them is the first thing you should do to enhance dream recall. For example before going to sleep suggest to your dreams something like “dreams I am ready to listen to you” This is telling your subconscious that you are interested. Also using affirmations and other suggestions help with dream recall, by simply telling ourselves we will remember them in the morning. If we choose to be involved in our dreams they will support us in showing us exactly what is going on. Even when we aren’t paying attention we pick up things subconsciously through the day that later are shown in our dreams. Keeping a dream journal is crucial in learning your dream launguage. If you make a habbit of writing all your dreams down, your inner self will know that you are listening, thus making the symbols and themes of dreams much easier to interpret. Also I beleive that all dreams are our hearts speaking to us. Usually when we have war dreams or battle themes, it is because our head and heart are clashing, and that the heart is saying to us “pay attention”. This is why we have reoccuring dreams that end up to be nightmares; because we have not listened to our hearts and have not taken action to fix what is wrong is our lives. Though the dream launguage can be very diverse when telling us what is wrong is our lives and how to align our hearts with our heads. I have found that by looking within more often will help us to see ourselves in true form and create a closer bond between our subconscious and conscious selves. Through meditations and by silence we can focus and listen to our inner selves. If you find that you are having nightmare after nightmare, take a look at your life and ask why the dream insists on being negative. By asking ourself certain questions we can arrive with the answers we need to delete nightmares and negative dreams. For example, asking “what do I truely feel about my life” or “where in my life do I feel unbalanced” can help you come up with many solutions and perhaps deep rooted feelings you were not aware of. The overall meaning should make sense to you. It should make you feel a deep understanding of yourself, If it does not, further anlalysis needs to be given to your dream. dream guide-by Ronni 1. Have your tools ready or near by to record your