Dying in an OBE. hi everyone, I hope you all are doing well. I wanted to share something that happened to me early this morning. First off I got to sleep late in the morning around 6:30 am after my boyfriend had left for work. I turned on the light/lamp and fell asleep hearing conversations around me and I had the ac on and it woke me up and I kept hearing voices so I got up and shut the ac off because I think the fan was creating some weird sounds. I then fell back to sleep, I did not check the time but it was most likely around 6:50 because that is when I heard my boyfriend text me and he does it every single day at the same time when he gets to work to let me know he made it. So I drift back to sleep and before I knew it I was someplace else and when I say someplace else I mean that I knew my body was asleep and my inner awareness was fully there. I found myself “inner consciousness” surrounded by nothing.In fact it was darkness and all I did was feel my way through it. I began to feel myself fall and this falling feeling made me think of my physical body. I kept falling till I couldn’t feel or see anything and for some reason I thought I was dead. This is extremely hard to explain but my mind and body were not aligning. I became afraid and tried to come back to my physical body and I could not. I focused on my inner me and a mirror appeared in front of me and I could see myself clear as day and the sinking feeling/thoughts of me dying kicked in again and something/one rubbed my back as if to wake me up. So I tried to wake up but I wasn’t coming back to my physical body fast enough so I began to get afraid and during the entire thing my inner self was telling me that I was still alive In fact I kept hearing those words. I mean the depth that I got to explore today was just amazing and I finally “shook” my body awake, it didn’t work the first time, my eyes and body were very heavy but I kept trying and finally I came to. I was so relieved I was still alive but at the same time very happy my inner self was always there. This is copyrighted by Ronni’s tarot and insights.
There I was again in the old house I grew up in. Something was different this time… I felt oddly awake. I was in my old living room. I noticed an old friend sitting next to me and of course my sister across the way was conversing with someone I didn’t recognize. Than it happened […]
Hi everyone, Holy shit….So I just had a very cool experience!!!
This experience is all about the senses and not using eyesight or in the traditonal physical way that is.
I decided to take a nap and my boyfriend decided to join me. After a few minutes I drifted off to sleep and moments later my awareness was awake and thriving, I was fully aware my body was asleep. I decided to just relax and see what happens without fear. I closed my eyes(internally) if that makes sense and I just tried to feel more around me. I felt a sense of calm and the air around me began to change into a liquid form. Before I knew it I felt the warmth of “thick” water all around my”body”. I opened my internal eyes and could see a light shine on the water that bathed me. I began to move my arms and legs in the same way as one makes snow angels. The more I did this the more the water became thinner and thinner, almost as if I was breaking up the very mass around me, It felt very soothing to me just like a warm bath would. Than I started to feel uneasy I could sense things around and I fear started to take over so I “shook” my body awake, I had a hard time waking myself up at first than my boyfriend moved over and that woke me up for a few moments anyway.
I was not fully awake long enough so I drifted back right to sleep, this time something so truly amazing happened and I’m not joking.
Again I found my awareness sharply acute and aware my body was asleep and my mind was fully alert of everything around me, even my boyfriend sleeping next to me. I thought of my acoustic guitar and internally I watched myself pick it up. Its rather hard to explain, almost as if I never went anywhere at all, I just acquired my guitar from where my physical body was in bed. I kept my eyes closed internally and began to play my guitar, I first strummed the low D chord with my finger tips (which I dont normally use a pic anyways) The sound was a deep humming vibration that seemed to emanate from within me, but it kept going almost as if I had a ton of sound effects added to it, reverb, chorus, delay etc. I got really excited and I felt very safe almost as if my guitar was my protection. I started to just jam on my guitar playing more notes and combining chords, the more I played the more the vibration just engulfed my entire being! It sounded amazing as if a full band was playing right next to my ear. I opened my internal eyes just slightly to see my fingers play the strings, bouncing around sound and the very intense echo that bounced through out of me as the sound got louder and louder so did the vibrations, this is something I have been waiting for all these years being able to do this split of awareness, I was completely in AWE and I felt more alive and powerful than ever.The music was ME it felt like HOME , it was the most amazing feeling, I can’t even began to explain but I’m attempting.
I was fearless.
I decided to fly…
I took my guitar and turned the neck upright and we both starting flying , first through the ceiling than way beyond that, I kept my internal eyes closed the entire time, I was moving so fast upward it was a bit scary, I could feel the inside of me rush with excitement and fear. It was the most free I have ever felt in my entire life, I knew I had complete control though and as I was shooting upwards so fast and high it began to be too much for me to handle so with my eyes still closed, I yelled “Not so fast, slow down”, Instantly I was at a hault stopped in midair, my guitar still around my soulder, I knew I was someplace else in the universe, I started to open my eyes and than my boyfriend moved and made a sound…BAM, I WAS BACK IN REALITY.. but it doesn’t end here, nope, check this out, lol…
My boyfriend was awake and I leaned over to him and said OH MY GOD SOMETHING AMAZING JUST HAPPENED! He looked at me for a minute and said ” You were vibrating”. I said holy shit how did you know?! He said he could just sense it, he thought he was imagining it. He said he wasn’t sure but he felt it and it was like a subtle hum…at this point I was even more thrilled and told him about what just happened to me. He said WOW!, He is so into what had happened and wants to learn more about it hes watching a show about it and the paralyzed state and beyond heehee.
I can honestly say this experience again backs up my ideas and theories of the mind is everywhere at once, also that your mind is in fact expanding awareness almost like a sponge..you think your leaving the body or going somewhere but the reality is your already there in a sense. This is exactly why Im writing a book on this subject and I hope that this experience will ignite inspiration in all of you, because all of us are capable of this.
You are more than just a dream.
Lately I have been really experiencing the in between states of awake and asleep(hypnagogic state) also known as sleep paralysis and turning them into out of body experiences. Today I had a very odd experience where I ended up exiting through a lucid dream.( leaving my body) I just remember dying in the dream and I couldn’t believe it, and this is a common thing with me because in a way its a test to see if I am dreaming or awake. The odd thing was that it was really convincing , however when I feel death in dreams I automatically go back to my body to try to “shake” it awake..This is where my awareness almost always shifts every time, however I couldn’t do this for some reason and just let the dreamscape play out. My twin sister was there of course as she is in most if not all my dreams of all kinds, she confirmed that I did in fact die, but somehow I just could not get back to my consciousness to shift it over and wake my body up, I decided to just accept the death and I walked through these doors to find a IMACULATE BEAUTFUL LANDSCAPE I could not believe the beauty I was seeing, the sky was lit up with all types of colors, mostly purple’s that seemed to touch the water that surround it in a way that it was very ALIVE. As I drooled over this amazing scene, I remembered I was so called “dead” and my body in this state felt very strange..and again I could not get back to my physical conscious mind. I wasn’t afraid for some reason, and started to walk down a sidewalk to see what was out there. A man in his late 40’s sat in a old yellow and white striped lounge chair(similar to one I own) As I approached him, he seemed as if he was waiting for me. At this point my awareness was extremely sharp. I was looking at the horizon and I said to him ” This is just gorgeous”! The man than said to me as he stood up to greet me “This is only the beginning of the beauty you will find here”. I looked at him and could see all his features perfectly, he was about as tall as myself 5.6 and had light short curly hair with grey eye’s peering at me through tiny circle glasses. I felt as if I met this man before. I than asked him ” Do I know you”? he seemed surprised and said ” No I don’t think so , I don’t meet many humans here”. This is where I became puzzled and looked really closely at him and thought to myself “what the hell, isn’t he a human”? He seemed to read my thoughts and just smiled and picked up his lounge chair and extended his hand to me to shake mine and as I shook his hand, I said to him ” I know I know you, and I feel we will meet again.” At that moment I couldn’t help but want to fly, so I started to rise into the sky’s beauty only to find myself waking up in my physical bed.
Personal notes- First off I do not recall the beginning of this experience. I remember I was in some church like building and a few people were there, the one that always stands out for me is my twin sister. I am also unaware of how exactly I died. I just know that since I could not get to my sleeping body I assumed I was indeed dead. My twin sister said I was as well. I think my consciousness was a bit confused and but in these states for some reason I always seem to “know” what is really going on, this enabled me to let the dreamscape play out and let me discover a very unique experience. Once I accepted my death I walked out the front doors in order to see what was out there. As soon as I walked through them my awareness was all on that moment and I could feel my physical body in a slight sense but mostly I felt a sort of half and half, Half my body and the other half where I was. This is where I truly accepted the experience and opened my awareness even more. I still don’t know who this man was I had encountered, however I did feel he was strikingly familiar and I hope I can see him again.
Hi there..I have been “leaving my body” for many years now and many times I’ve encountered sexual episodes however most of the time I would ” create” these myself out of pure desire for them..and they usually came on after a vivid lucid dream of sex. Honestly I think it triggers OBE’s because it is connected to our senses and of course our physical bodies. I deliberately create these scenes to sharpen my awareness. I don’t think many of the participants were “real”. However I have had a feeling of hands caressing my body in the hypnagogic state. So I think we encounter many sensations in this state that are supposed to help our “exiting” or gaming awareness process. This is only my theory because in the hypna states we are still attached to our physical bodies and also our subconscious seeps through quite often bringing images,sensations etc, because its very difficult to fully control the subconscious, it creates many things that just seem “real”. I can only speak of my own experience of course and this is what I realized over the years:-) hope to at least give more insight into your question. One more thing, I had to pretty much fight through my subconscious attachments to have more clarity and superb awareness in these states..and I think it is safe to say a lot of the things even people were creations of my subconscious mind. It took years to get through some of it even the darker things locked in my sub and the sexual aspect would show up often.