How high can we get in our dreams?

There I was again in the old house I grew up in. Something was different this time… I felt oddly awake. I was in my old living room.  I noticed an old friend sitting next to me and of course my sister across the way was conversing with someone I didn’t recognize. Than it happened […]

What would you like to see more of here?

just me :)

Hello Everyone, First off I’d like to thank everyone who has taken the time to read some of my posts and like and comment on them. I really enjoy the topics I am writing about and love to see how others perceive and think of these subjects. I am also very grateful to have such creative and inspiring folks following my blog, it truly means much to me and I love going to read what you all are up to as well. 🙂

I have been taking Blogging courses with wordpress that I find have been just very enriching and has let me get to go out and meet and greet other fantastic bloggers as well. However lately I have been a bit torn on some things I am writing about and would love your feedback even if its critical, I can take it in a productive and non offensive way, so don’t be shy!

Basically I would like more info into what you would like to see more of on my blog. I am currently writing of the tarot cards in order for others to see my view on them and I think this is crucial because its how I want to really establish myself as a tarot reader as well as grow my business. I am also working on a book as I write this to you, which I feel is also very crucial in establishing myself and getting my ideas out there as far as dreams, lucid dreaming, astral projection and the subconscious mind goes.  I feel they it also  compliments  each other because I am offering something different to my readings than just the tarot. However I would like to add something more to the blog and this is hopefully where you guys come in…Please vote guy’s this will surely help me figure out the topics I should be focusing on and help pave the path to better reading for you too! Thanks everyone! Also please feel free to let me know any thoughts/ideas/insights you may have for my blog, I will take all into consideration. Many thanks!

Also feel free to contact me in the form below with any personal thoughts you would like to share with me in private.

Remain in light, Ronni





The mystery of the green bird

Emmy Lou

Emmy Lou

Dreaming has always been a great part in my life. My dreams seemed to outline my waking reality with accuracy and consistency. My subconscious used symbolism and common themes that helped me build a connection through my dreams with my everyday life events. However, it wasn’t until I moved into a house in one of the oldest cities in Michigan, where my dreams became more than just a reoccurring theme such as I’m in a car but Im not driving it, instead I’m in the backseat panicking with fear because no one was driving the car. This theme still latches on to my dreaming mind to this day representing how much or little control over my life I have at the time the dream surfaces.
I had been dating my husband for a few months when he had asked me to move in with him. I accepted the offer and moved in shortly after. The house sat directly off a four way corner where three steps from our front door met the street. The house seemed normal yet old. It only took a short time to realize this house had more to it than what meets the eye.
I woke up one morning with the sun’s rays casting on me through the bedroom blinds. I had just had a very intense experience and wondered what just happened to me and what it meant. I found myself in dark narrow hallway with very little light. I was aware it was part of the house I was living in but it felt more as a old castle. As I traveled down the dark corridor I noticed many closed wooden doors along both sides. I decided to open one of them, with a bit of fear I stepped through. I was utterly shocked! To my astonisment I was surrounded by the brightest electric water that engulfed the entire landscape, with a matching brightly lit blue sky. I could only see pure bright blue all around me. At that moment I had a realization that I was indeed dreaming. I stood there for a few moments taking in this amazing beauty with it came a feeling of peace and power. I than felt a presence that I was not alone. Amazed by this wonderful feeling of two small weights on my shoulder’s. I looked to see a bright blue and while bird of some kind on my right shoulder and a bright green bigger bird on my left. I simply stroked both of them down their small backs. I was overwhelmed with joy and peace at that moment for I felt a true spiritual bliss with these two animals. I than awoke with the sun’s gaze gleaming over my face and a feeling that something good was about to happen to me.
A few weeks went by and I had yet to tell anyone of my dreaming experience. One day I was at work on my lunch break and decided to call my husband. He told me he had a surprise for me and I will have to wait until I get home to see what it could be. I had an image of a green bird flash infront of my mind’s eye when he said these words to me. However, I didn’t think it could be a bird by any means because we had just given my mom a parakeet ironically the same one that was in my dream. It was late when I arrived home with excitement that seemed to make my day at work drag on forever. I walked in to see my husband’s smiling face all lit up eager to show me his surprise. He led me downstairs to our mid floor, when I reached the last step there it was propped up on a table.
“oh my goodness”! I exclaimed to him while looking at a big green bird in large rustic gold cage. I didn’t know what to say, I was in complete shock that he’d buy another bird after we agreed on getting rid of the last one due to both of us being at work a lot.
“Do you like it”? my husband asked as I was still trying to take it all in. “I got a great deal on her”, she’s a conjure, isn’t she gorgeous”?
I moved closer to the cage to get a better look at her, she was very beautiful with her complete body being hunter green with her belly being a bright light green. I looked at her in her eye’s and she opened her beak a bit and tilted her head up to me as she spoke in her bird language. I began to laugh. I knew at that moment she was the bird that appeared on my shoulder in that magical dream.
“Yes I love her”! , ” I just can not beleive you bought another bird”! I said to my husband as we both were watching her with amazement. ” I think I will name her Emmy Lou  short for Emerald”. My husband smiled and gave me a hug and said “I’m happy you like your surprise”!
To this day I still have no clue what possessed my husband to buy Emmy, she was a surprise I will never forget. I had asked my husband what made him purchase her as a gift for me, he replied he was at the pet store buying fish and had seen Emmy and acted on impulse and bought her. This is something my husband would never normally do. Perhaps something more struck inside my husband that over ran his logic. Perhaps she was a animal guardian that was meant to find me. After Emmy came into our lives my psychic ability grew more and more everyday. I could sense things coming both good and bad and a day later these gut feeling events would hold place. As time went on more strange things occurred while living in that house that seemed to impact my dreams and my waking life. I am very grateful to have experienced such things as they opened up my dreaming awareness even more and enabled me to grow into a stronger peaceful person. After I had moved four years later, I decided to teach about dreams and the great mystery of them. I am convinced dreams help usin many ways, with warnings to go ahead proceed signs that aide us in our decisions. Just remember dreams can come true.

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The Magical Perfume – A dreaming lesson

Have you ever woken from a dream where you did not want to wake up from such a blissful experience and thought “My Gosh that was amazing”!  “I want to go back to sleep to enjoy this experience again”.  Or have you ever found yourself faced with some of the darkest most morbid dreams you just want it to end and wake up?

I awoke from a sweet and very decadent scent still empowering me. I have been waking up at approximately 6:30 am for a while now, with no reason really which is very odd for me. This morning came with a pass ” Okay I accept why I am up this damn early”! Than I began going over what just had happened to me.

I found myself surrounded by a beautiful victorian home. A woman sat behind a desk and asked me my name, She than said “oh everyone is waiting for you in the grand room straight to the back.”  Apparently I was there for some type of group meeting and had to make my way through this very surreal setting to the grand room, where everyone was meeting. I don’t know how I knew where to go, I just knew my purpose.

I couldn’t believe what my eyes were seeing. I have never seen such in rich in depth beauty with every detail smacking me in the face. I was in utter amazement. After realizing I was in a mansion far different than anything I could have imagined, I began heading to the grand room. As I was making my way through this massive piece of art,  I was slower than a turtle admiring each and every delicacy that loured to my eye.I no longer cared why I was there well I didn’t really know quite why I was there in the first place.

As I turtled my way through rather small rooms, yet filled with immense beauty, I found myself stopping in each room and just taking in such extravagancy,. Each room was filled with at least one fireplace that seemed to be handcrafted by a Victorian artisan. and I was surrounded by white walls and furniture that just seemed to hold so much depth with fabrics  of reds and yellows.


Everything  seemed to touch my eyes, and drip into all my senses. But it wasn’t until one room that it all changed.

I was walking my way to the grand room, I entered into the next room ready to admire and keep walking, when a very profound scent hit me. As soon as I entered this room I was struck by a very forceful fragrance. I said to myself ” oh my”, where did this scent come from”? The scent was never anything I have ever dreamed of smelling! Haha I was in a dream but usually my dreams of scent are not this pungent. It was a very layered scent, sweet yet with dark tones, I never smelled such a fragrant fragrance ever. Sure I have smelled incense before in my dreams but this was something very new.  It completely engulfed me! I searched around the room to find no one who might be wearing such a decadent fragrance. I than noticed once single perfume bottle perched up on a fireplace mantel with mirrors eluminating it from behind. I said to myself “hmm, I wonder”. I picked up the crystalized bottle with a very simple square cap and instead of finding a hiding place on my body for this magical aroma, I looked around me to see again that no one was near. I than proceeded to spray( just a tiny bit ) all over myself. I still could not believe the intensity of this scent! I decided to douse myself in a few more tiny sprays all over myself. I than placed the bottle back on its throne, which was not very easy to do but I felt oddly alive.

I was in just utter love, this perfume somehow made my focus much more aware and alert. It was as if feeling the layers of myself through this one fragrance. I realized I still had to go the grand room and again headed there smelling wonderfully, I couldn’t wait to meet and greet!

As I moved through the intricately laid out rooms I was in overly Awe!  I felt as if I was floating but I checked  by looking at my feet and I wasn’t. When I finally stepped into the grand room, it was very grand indeed! It was full of luxury lavished fabrics and ceilings as high as mountain peaks. The floors seemed to be made of pure shine instead of dark oak. As I looked around the room, I saw no one I knew, it was filled with all types of woman chattering, chattering so much they did not even notice that I was present. I let their pretentious voices drift away from my ears and decided to just find a comfortable seat to sit in, after all there were so many to choose from. I made my way through the chatter without hearing a sound and went directly to a bar that was handing out wine as if they had a thousand vineyards from Italy.I took a seat and was instantly handed a glass of wine and I tried to remain as unnoticeable as my scent would probably not allow me.

Moments later a woman walked up to me and looked at me with a very confused but half decided expression that I did not care for. I noticed other woman gathering around us and taking seats as if they were ready to watch a punching match out on the street. I remained calm and continued to try to dilute myself and the perfume with the fine wine. I still had no idea why I was here and frankly I couldn’t care less after experiencing such magic.

“Excuse me”. The woman appeared somewhat friendly so I decided to reply. “Hi”! I could feel myself gloating through my very gloating skin.

“Is that my perfume you are wearing”? she seemed rather irritated. “Well” I found myself replying when I just wanted to shove her away and tell her its MINE! “yes it is” I could feel my face, it was starting to glow with smiles  and I told it “no”! but it came out anyway and I said again to the woman with a very determined smirk. “Why,  yes it is, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have doused my entire body in it”! Oddly the woman didn’t say anything  and walked away but another woman sitting near us said ” Well I think the scent is not that great”, as if she was speaking for the owner of this delight. I than turned my head to her and asked ” How can anyone even come close to thinking such nonsense”??? I was dumbstruck and I’m sure my face said it all and the woman just snickered at me and turned her bar stool leaving only her back to speak too.

I too than turned my swivel chair and found myself realizing “ohhhhh”! It all makes sense now”! I was there to learn something very important. I still could not wipe off the happy grin from my face I was delved in  pure perfume essence. I woke up with a smile on my face, a lesson in my mind and that sweet smell I could not have ever thought up but I managed to dream up.

This dream shows many things, starting with the abundance and vividness. it is a symbol of how “rich” I can be within myself. It is very rare to have a sharp mind in dreams, because our minds get lost in what the subconscious has spent years working on for us, in other words details remain hidden in our dreams unless we make an effort to work through them. The subconscious is our best and worst friend because we operate on it on a daily basis without even knowing so, it is a sponge sorta speak that will soak up anything that is around us. It is the working mind behind the human brain. It captures everything we do not realize in waking hours. It is the very core within us that beckons us on when we don’t know how to, but we always move forth with the sense that “I am I, and I will be me to me”. To experience such scents in our dreams is a sign of a growing awareness, one that can “smell” things coming including the best of bull crap. It is a sign of growing but also forfeiting some of that knowledge we are not yet ready for. In my dream I was completely appeased by the beauty and awe of things, usually depicting that things are never what they seem  but this  was not shown here and the fragrance was and will always  will be something I can never quite put my senses on, except that once you began working with your dreams and subconscious the rest leads the way…