Soulmates? What are they exactly?

I just want to talk a bit about soul mates and what they are in this lifetime. I think we all go through relationships and are looking for a person to be there always in our lives and after death as well.. Well look no further that person or persons are usually right under your nose.  I think we all had visions and ideas of a perfect person just the same as we really want them to be, but in reality it doesn’t work that way, at least so” they” say.

What is a soul mate? Well no one really knows exactly so we just take the dictionary form and use that since it suits best here.

“A person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner”.  But does this seem correct? I think it does and it doesn’t.

Since no one really knows exactly what a soul mate is , how bout we start off with some simple observations or questions rather.

First off lets start with the obvious who has been there all your life and will always be there for you no matter what hardship you are facing? Your parents right? Well yes they are some, but what if your parents aren’t so much there for you? Well I think they are still “soul mates” because you both are learning from the situation, whether you chose to do something else from that experience is up to you. But initially it all comes down to who we are and our own personal evolution and choices.

I think from my observations and experience in life, we have many soul fact as many as we wish or need. I’d like to bring up something funny that my twin sister still makes fun of me about.
Over the years I had a few relationships and also had said my partners were my soulmates. Since I’ve grown older I realize not all of them were soulmates, maybe a couple. Haha.

Basically I believe those that are/ have major roles in our lives have the possibility to be a soulmate because like I said, both are learning from each other and not in a short term basis or a temporary way.

These people usually are born into our lives or we are born into theirs. What I mean by this is that most of the time I have found our own siblings to be “a”soulmate. I think its interesting to note that my twin sister has been a challenge as well as a prize through out my life. Also she is in most if not 99.9% of my dreams. I truly believe she is a soulmate of mine.

But let’s get back to what they really are. At a point in my life I thought everyone that entered my life were soulmates. Obviously this isn’t reasonable or rational, but is it? I mean its safe to say everyone that entered my life worthy of any kind of value as a person always has something to show or teach me as well as I  was for them. This is the true soul mate rather than some person you meet on the street that in only in your life a mere year or two.., Don’t get me wrong these people have their place in our lives as well but not as soul mates sorry.

So, lets go back to where we started with the original question. What is a soul mate?  Well I think we all need to find that out for our selves and our own unique journeys in this lifetime. I’m just giving my personal perspective here that basically they are the people who dive into your life with you and learn as you do, almost on the same level, this is why  some people seem to be only  are apart of our lives but always come back. I think its because their mission is not finished without us. I say mission because we all are on many here but some are more easily done in groups. This brings me to my point of it all, and takes this to the next thought in mind.

I know it may not be easy to grasp an after life let alone this life. I understand how people get lost easily because there is no real proof of one or the other here.  But what one considers truth and validation  is very loosely given and received as “proof”.

I’m just gonna give ya my logic of it all and hopefully it makes sense to ya’ll. but if not its cool too.

What I have gathered over the years is that soul mates are in fact the very people who surround you the first time you got to see this life and than some. They are the people who see you as you are as they did as day 1 and can help you  on your journey,  not all of us get so lucky though because most of our soul mates struggle on their own paths. However if you were meant to help them than you were, but remember you can’t save NO ONE, this life is still your own personal journey here and  those that you love or they love you is a bonus here.

A soul mate will be with you in this life till the next, no exceptions , no questions. They are the ones you will least expect to be a soul mate.



The Garden

By a house a man walked, It stood empty, so the garden he than  stalked – Ronni Windhorst

This poem is taken from some of my very first writings and published work years ago. I hope you all enjoy and understand what I’m portraying here and mostly use your imagination and see what is in the garden. 🙂 please feel free to elaborate on what you find in the garden.

Why do we live in a world of hate?

1424036032520I think this is a very good question for today and yesterday as well as tomorrow. But I think the answer is nor hear nor there because it is something we have included in our own evolutionary tactics. It’s like the light  without the darkness, we will always stumble on such ways to remove this impossible pose from the intense spectrum of life but will never be able to because it is after all a part of the whole spectrum.

The reason I am writing about this is because I came across this question in one of my google + groups I found interesting and I think it’s a unique question to ask everyone as well. I would like to conclude my responses from the group below,

“I read a book years ago, the author basically described that technology would collapse the human race and upon us as well, eventually we will not be able to keep up and will be forced to revert back, unpiecing the very machine we created in order to get to the core again. It’s a very interesting ritual humans have always done over time. I think it’s a necessary process because without developing this we would have nothing to evolve to”.

“I think its a very accepting or a non accepting time but it has always been this way. On a personal number I hate to say this but its true that you have to cut ties with those that are blindly driven by toxicity and do more harm than good here, even if its a close family member. Its really hard but gotta do it sometimes, very sad too.. I know from experience. I just wish it didn’t have to be that way, its very heartbreaking to have to do.But it always goes back to my lil saying ” life is the journey to oneself”.
Its hard to trust these days and I don’t have any children but I feel for all that do. I can’t imagine trying to raise someone today or even in the 40’s really. Things are the same but with a complicated twist. Technology just makes it easier for us to express ourselves whether good or bad…so it seems there is more hate today but realistically it’s just a matter of being able to express through multiple outlets creating a seemingly more hate revenue”.

Any opinions comments please feel free to leave them as well as share and get others insights into this subject, Thanks.

Karma and how it works

A Story about karma-,  I want to talk a bit about karma and how it works..for me anyway..I was married years ago, but it was starting to loose its flavor for us both, at the time I was young and naïve but also very aware of my heart and what it wanted. I was very close to my Tarot Teacher at the time and I told her I felt a younger man coming into my life very soon, and the closer time came, the moment came as well, and I met him. He was in fact younger than me, but he held a special key to a part of my heart so I ran with it. I told my husband of this new man in my life and he appreciated my honesty and in the same he told me his thoughts on our marriage. We were on a even keel. I was grateful. So the lesson I”m showing here is by honesty it really evades karma in a sense because Karma is something you create by being dishonest or by not finishing what you started, that’s all it is..and when ya realize this, you can lift those heavy boulders from your shoulders and touch life again in a way ya didn’t before. In my experience, I was married but I was honest with all involved and not only did my husband help me get my own place , but he came over to see it and hang out: for a bit:) and no bad karma followed me or was created because we did not create it in the first place. So in a sense Karma is also a mental concept we create out of fear, fear of facing what we need to face…but if we do not face things it will follow us. Like a bad dream that reoccurs , Karma is the very basis of who we are and what we wish to create and un create here. But remember this, love wipes out everything even Karma. So If ya need help with anything, just ask…I’m an excellent adviser and would love to help anyone out:)

What would you like to see more of here?

just me :)

Hello Everyone, First off I’d like to thank everyone who has taken the time to read some of my posts and like and comment on them. I really enjoy the topics I am writing about and love to see how others perceive and think of these subjects. I am also very grateful to have such creative and inspiring folks following my blog, it truly means much to me and I love going to read what you all are up to as well. 🙂

I have been taking Blogging courses with wordpress that I find have been just very enriching and has let me get to go out and meet and greet other fantastic bloggers as well. However lately I have been a bit torn on some things I am writing about and would love your feedback even if its critical, I can take it in a productive and non offensive way, so don’t be shy!

Basically I would like more info into what you would like to see more of on my blog. I am currently writing of the tarot cards in order for others to see my view on them and I think this is crucial because its how I want to really establish myself as a tarot reader as well as grow my business. I am also working on a book as I write this to you, which I feel is also very crucial in establishing myself and getting my ideas out there as far as dreams, lucid dreaming, astral projection and the subconscious mind goes.  I feel they it also  compliments  each other because I am offering something different to my readings than just the tarot. However I would like to add something more to the blog and this is hopefully where you guys come in…Please vote guy’s this will surely help me figure out the topics I should be focusing on and help pave the path to better reading for you too! Thanks everyone! Also please feel free to let me know any thoughts/ideas/insights you may have for my blog, I will take all into consideration. Many thanks!

Also feel free to contact me in the form below with any personal thoughts you would like to share with me in private.

Remain in light, Ronni





Exiting through a lucid dream

Lately I have been really experiencing the in between states of awake and asleep(hypnagogic state) also known as sleep paralysis  and turning them into out of body experiences. Today I had a very odd experience where I ended up exiting through a lucid dream.( leaving my body) I just remember dying in the dream and I couldn’t believe it, and this is a common thing with me because in a way its a test to see if I am dreaming or awake. The odd thing was that it was really convincing , however when I feel death in dreams I automatically go back to my body to try to “shake” it awake..This is where my awareness almost always shifts every time, however I couldn’t do this for some reason and just let the dreamscape play out. My twin sister was there of course as she is in most if not all my dreams of all kinds, she confirmed that I did in fact die, but somehow I just could not get back to my consciousness to shift it over and wake my body up, I decided to just accept the death and I walked through these doors to find a IMACULATE BEAUTFUL LANDSCAPE I could not believe the beauty I was seeing, the sky was lit up with all types of colors, mostly purple’s that seemed to touch the water that surround it in a way that it was very ALIVE. As I drooled over this amazing scene, I remembered I was so called “dead” and my body in this state felt very strange..and again I could not get back to my physical conscious mind. I wasn’t afraid for some reason, and started to walk down a sidewalk to see what was out there. A man in his late 40’s sat in a old yellow and white striped lounge chair(similar to one I own) As I approached him, he seemed as if he was waiting for me. At this point my awareness was extremely sharp. I was looking at the horizon and I said to him ” This is just gorgeous”! The man than said to me as he stood up to greet me “This is only the beginning of the beauty you will find here”. I looked at him and could see all his features perfectly, he was about as tall as myself 5.6 and had light short curly hair with grey eye’s peering at me through tiny circle glasses. I felt as if I met this man before. I than asked him ” Do I know you”? he seemed surprised and said ” No I don’t think so , I don’t meet many humans here”. This is where I became puzzled and looked really closely at him and thought to myself “what the hell, isn’t he a human”? He seemed to read my thoughts and just smiled and picked up his lounge chair and extended his hand to me to shake mine and as I shook his hand, I said to him ” I know I know you, and I feel we will meet again.” At that moment I couldn’t help but want to fly, so I started to rise into the sky’s beauty only to find myself waking up in my physical bed.

Personal notes-  First off I do not recall the beginning of this experience. I remember I was in some church like building and a few people were there, the one that always stands out for me is my twin sister. I am also unaware of how exactly I died. I just know that since I could not get to my sleeping body I assumed I was indeed dead. My twin sister said I was as well. I think my consciousness was a bit confused and but in these states for some reason I always seem to “know” what is really going on, this enabled me to let the dreamscape play out and let me discover a very unique experience. Once I accepted my death I walked out the front doors in order to see what was out there. As soon as I walked through them my awareness was all on that moment and I could feel my physical body in a slight sense but mostly I felt a sort of half and half, Half my body and the other half where I was. This is where I truly accepted the experience and opened my awareness even more. I still don’t know who this man was I had encountered, however I did feel he was strikingly familiar and I hope I can see him again.

Does God choose us or do we choose God?

A question that came up on Google+ in one of my circles. “Why does the god of that religion need humans – perhaps, rather, what is the purpose for which that god created them, and why?” I found this to be a bit confusing, however I was able to pull off a few points with this question. Point’s I have always had in mind.

My first thought was how do I really address this as I see religion as an impartial part of  God. I decided to take it in my own direction and ask the real questions that need to be asked here.

“Sometimes I think we created ourselves. What if we are truly a very old race? How far fetched is the possibility of putting ourselves here? What is all this technology for? Why bother exploring space and spending billions? Maybe the answers are right in front of us. And religion…? We needed some type of morals and rules.” – RW

My understanding to the waves of the masses is incoherent here and relatively an ancient being that once possessed powers that moved all of us, but was it really true? I still am not for sure to be utterly honest. I know that religion has caused hell and saved us from hell as well. I am not opposed to it, but it has nothing to do with me and “us”.

David Zoll

“Pick a religion.

Why does the god of that religion need humans

If there are any gods around who feel that they need humans, they should consider that clinging is a form of Tanha, attachment, and it will result in suffering.

If those gods would spend more time in meditation, it could help them learn to detach, and relieve much suffering.
perhaps, rather, what is the purpose for which that god created them, and why?

You’d have to ask them that. Personally, I suspect some gods are taking credit for creating things that were there already.”

My response – “Hi there, I agree with you, I read a book that changed my entire perspective on a Creator that starts from scratch. Basically what the author said was we are only one chromosome away from apes, meaning that if there is a creator the job wasn’t really that hard for it/him/she/ them to really claim such brilliance.:) It got me thinking and made me laugh as well.:) A very unique idea I always keep in my thoughts of possibilities.”

I think one of the greatest things is our opinions and how we come to these conclusions is very identical, yet ironic.Especially where the bible comes in with all its glorified words.

My ending result with this conversation –

“Honestly guys look at what is going on here, we are way too advanced for our time here, and I think its very clear and always have been, but I’m one person that is observing, however I do not find it ironic how fast we really have moved with our time spent here. Come on guys think about it and the Egyptian pyramids , what if we were truly a different race at once and did the same exact thing we are doing now? Where we could build such empires, I think its very simple in a way. Like I said above, every answer is right there in front of us. It’s about seeing what we are really doing here, no beliefs or anything can strike it out because it holds a truth, actions will always dominate. So take a good look around us and I have always seen this for some time. Take death, why do we make horror films and why do we fear it so much when it is the most natural part of life? Something isn’t right here, it is very clear to me that we develop ourselves and technology in order to move on…and live forever.:) I love my thoughts sometimes because I get this intense feeling within me that I may just be the one to show us all that we really have been “here” the entire time.”

I think its interesting to see that the process here has always been the same, we have not been on the earth long at all yet we are out in space on a regular basis? Forget about the depths of our oceans.. I don’t see any other ways around the simple PHYSICAL facts that we are doing just as I always seen. Building on in order to “save our asses” if needed. Also just because I came up with this hypothesis does not mean I don’t believe in a God, it is simply a possibility and a very linear thought of mine I had years ago.

-Ronni W