Who is foolin who?


When I see this picture I react in either hate or acceptance, however I’d like to explain a few observations and ask a few questions I also get from it.  I’ve seen to a few degrees that  this statement is very true, however it is for those usually dependent on someone/thing else usually ex drug addicts. no offence to them by the way,  and I’ve seen the same reliance upon religion, Its something some people need because they have been through so much turmoil, it is the very last hope in order to care about themselves. I really think that religion is hit or miss, it can help or hurt..its ultimately up to the person and how they incorporate it in relation to themselves. Hate to say it but people need something more than themselves and I think it is a very delicate subject because we all feel helpless sometimes but  interestingly it shows just how messed up we all are or should I say rather how much bullshit we all encounter in our lives. I think a lot of people also need to feel a part of a group, who wants to feel alone all the time? This statement says a realization that no one is right or wrong because once again I’m going to call something out on theists and atheists. They are one in the same, they both choose to either beleive or disbeleive for usually the same reasons, turmoil, tragedy or a life full of hardship. I obviously can’t speak for everyone however I have met too many people that define the above. Also another point I must point out is they both don’t have to take responsibility for their actions one can simply say ” god made this happen for a reason”, while the other says” oh well I have no one to answer to except myself”.  Both are not taking accountability for the other half of moral here.. I think this is the ultimate underlying disagreement between the two  but ironicly they are based around the same core and end up to be very relative. So before you judge the other,  question whether or not the basis is the same. This is only my opinion on the war of atheism vs theism. I myself  can relate with both.


The Garden

By a house a man walked, It stood empty, so the garden he than  stalked – Ronni Windhorst

This poem is taken from some of my very first writings and published work years ago. I hope you all enjoy and understand what I’m portraying here and mostly use your imagination and see what is in the garden. 🙂 please feel free to elaborate on what you find in the garden.

Why do we live in a world of hate?

1424036032520I think this is a very good question for today and yesterday as well as tomorrow. But I think the answer is nor hear nor there because it is something we have included in our own evolutionary tactics. It’s like the light  without the darkness, we will always stumble on such ways to remove this impossible pose from the intense spectrum of life but will never be able to because it is after all a part of the whole spectrum.

The reason I am writing about this is because I came across this question in one of my google + groups I found interesting and I think it’s a unique question to ask everyone as well. I would like to conclude my responses from the group below,

“I read a book years ago, the author basically described that technology would collapse the human race and upon us as well, eventually we will not be able to keep up and will be forced to revert back, unpiecing the very machine we created in order to get to the core again. It’s a very interesting ritual humans have always done over time. I think it’s a necessary process because without developing this we would have nothing to evolve to”.

“I think its a very accepting or a non accepting time but it has always been this way. On a personal number I hate to say this but its true that you have to cut ties with those that are blindly driven by toxicity and do more harm than good here, even if its a close family member. Its really hard but gotta do it sometimes, very sad too.. I know from experience. I just wish it didn’t have to be that way, its very heartbreaking to have to do.But it always goes back to my lil saying ” life is the journey to oneself”.
Its hard to trust these days and I don’t have any children but I feel for all that do. I can’t imagine trying to raise someone today or even in the 40’s really. Things are the same but with a complicated twist. Technology just makes it easier for us to express ourselves whether good or bad…so it seems there is more hate today but realistically it’s just a matter of being able to express through multiple outlets creating a seemingly more hate revenue”.

Any opinions comments please feel free to leave them as well as share and get others insights into this subject, Thanks.

Karma and how it works

A Story about karma-,  I want to talk a bit about karma and how it works..for me anyway..I was married years ago, but it was starting to loose its flavor for us both, at the time I was young and naïve but also very aware of my heart and what it wanted. I was very close to my Tarot Teacher at the time and I told her I felt a younger man coming into my life very soon, and the closer time came, the moment came as well, and I met him. He was in fact younger than me, but he held a special key to a part of my heart so I ran with it. I told my husband of this new man in my life and he appreciated my honesty and in the same he told me his thoughts on our marriage. We were on a even keel. I was grateful. So the lesson I”m showing here is by honesty it really evades karma in a sense because Karma is something you create by being dishonest or by not finishing what you started, that’s all it is..and when ya realize this, you can lift those heavy boulders from your shoulders and touch life again in a way ya didn’t before. In my experience, I was married but I was honest with all involved and not only did my husband help me get my own place , but he came over to see it and hang out: for a bit:) and no bad karma followed me or was created because we did not create it in the first place. So in a sense Karma is also a mental concept we create out of fear, fear of facing what we need to face…but if we do not face things it will follow us. Like a bad dream that reoccurs , Karma is the very basis of who we are and what we wish to create and un create here. But remember this, love wipes out everything even Karma. So If ya need help with anything, just ask…I’m an excellent adviser and would love to help anyone out:)